Day 446: 1 Kings 19- Discouragement To Delight

Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword. 2 Then Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah, saying, “So may the gods do to me and more also, if I do not make your life as the life of one of them by this time tomorrow.” 3 Then he was afraid, and he arose and ran for his life and came to Beersheba, which belongs to Judah, and left his servant there.
4 But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness and came and sat down under a broom tree. And he asked that he might die, saying, “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life, for I am no better than my fathers.” 5 And he lay down and slept under a broom tree. And behold, an angel touched him and said to him, “Arise and eat.” 6 And he looked, and behold, there was at his head a cake baked on hot stones and a jar of water. And he ate and drank and lay down again. 7 And the angel of the Lord came again a second time and touched him and said, “Arise and eat, for the journey is too great for you.” 8 And he arose and ate and drank, and went in the strength of that food forty days and forty nights to Horeb, the mount of God.
The Lord Speaks to Elijah
9 There he came to a cave and lodged in it. And behold, the word of the Lord came to him, and he said to him, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” 10 He said, “I have been very jealous for the Lord, the God of hosts. For the people of Israel have forsaken your covenant, thrown down your altars, and killed your prophets with the sword, and I, even I only, am left, and they seek my life, to take it away.” 11 And he said, “Go out and stand on the mount before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore the mountains and broke in pieces the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. 12 And after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire the sound of a low whisper.[a] 13 And when Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. And behold, there came a voice to him and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” 14 He said, “I have been very jealous for the Lord, the God of hosts. For the people of Israel have forsaken your covenant, thrown down your altars, and killed your prophets with the sword, and I, even I only, am left, and they seek my life, to take it away.” 15 And the Lord said to him, “Go, return on your way to the wilderness of Damascus. And when you arrive, you shall anoint Hazael to be king over Syria. 16 And Jehu the son of Nimshi you shall anoint to be king over Israel, and Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abel-meholah you shall anoint to be prophet in your place. 17 And the one who escapes from the sword of Hazael shall Jehu put to death, and the one who escapes from the sword of Jehu shall Elisha put to death. 18 Yet I will leave seven thousand in Israel, all the knees that have not bowed to Baal, and every mouth that has not kissed him.”
The Call of Elisha
19 So he departed from there and found Elisha the son of Shaphat, who was plowing with twelve yoke of oxen in front of him, and he was with the twelfth. Elijah passed by him and cast his cloak upon him. 20 And he left the oxen and ran after Elijah and said, “Let me kiss my father and my mother, and then I will follow you.” And he said to him, “Go back again, for what have I done to you?” 21 And he returned from following him and took the yoke of oxen and sacrificed them and boiled their flesh with the yokes of the oxen and gave it to the people, and they ate. Then he arose and went after Elijah and assisted him.
 
Meditation
The temptation for a servant of Jesus is to be discouraged by what we see. Where are the results that match our efforts? Why are we fatigued and feel like the work seems fruitless? Lord, teach us to walk by faith and not by sight.
 
Elijah was “jealous for the Lord” (10, 14); his self-exertion in ministry was high but his God confidence was low when Elijah heard Jezebel vowed to kill him. Exhausted, Elijah fled to the wilderness and wished to die.
 
The focus of Elijah’s discouragement was results, “…I am no better than my fathers” (4). Elijah feels like a failure, he feels alone (“the only prophet left”- 10), and he is afraid. Elijah is honest with the Lord about his emotional and spiritual exhaustion.
 
Do you feel like a failure when your service to Jesus seems fruitless?  Jesus calls you to abide in Him. Jesus bears fruit. Lord, please prune the dead and prideful parts of our hearts.
 
God cared for Elijah in the wilderness, giving him rest and sustenance. God meets Elijah personally, privately, quietly, and beautifully. In a cave God whispered to His servant’s heart- You are not alone. My plans will be accomplished.
 
Rest with the Lord and embrace the substance of solitude. God whispers hope with His word. God feeds you in His faithfulness.  God invites you to walk by faith and not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7). You are secure enough in God’s love to obey even when you do not see fruit and you feel alone. Your identity is not in performance and your worth is not found in work.
 
Richly Dwelling
-Are you exhausted and discouraged in your service to Jesus?
 
-God will meet you in the wilderness and feed you with His grace. Ask Him for Bread of Life for your soul to feast upon.
 
-God will speak to you in your solitude. Take time to be with Him, quiet and still to hear His still small voice. Be sure to note what His Spirit whispers.
 
Key Verse
4 But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness and came and sat down under a broom tree. And he asked that he might die, saying, “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life, for I am no better than my fathers.”